You have just entered Eatland.

22 now and I feel so damned old. I mean, when I was in kindergarten, kids used to go:

"How old are you?"

"I'm five years old."

"Well, I'm five and a half!"

Then people used to go "Ohhhhh" and you were like some kind of hero. I was born in August, so I never really got to show off like that :D but I still remember.

Twenty two is four times bigger than five and a half! OMG.... When you're five and a half, 5.5 years seems like a long time, then suddenly you're much much older than that, but to me, it feels like nothing's changed. The way I act is exactly the same :p, same with my bad luck and lousy academic skills :D. Maybe the only thing that changed is now I'm 10000x uglier looking :p.

*sigh* I'm so stupid... writing crap like this. Should stop now... haha. If I continue, I'll still be typing stuff at 6am.

Anyway, I'll now give myself my present. 12 hours of good sleep :p. Then gotta finish all my study so I can play some football Sunday :D.

[Entry Blogged on Saturday, August 5, 2006 - 01:47 a.m....]

Got a new blog at LJ but I won't forget about you blog blog~ hehe.

[Entry Blogged on Thursday, February 16, 2006 - 02:22 a.m....]

Yep I'm skilled, hahaha. 4 hours typing stuff, then drop keyboard and accidentally delete all :p. Nevermind... :) Doesn't need to be saved, just as long as I typed it out in the first place :p. Anyway, it's not like i re-read my blog entries hehe.

Well, I guess I can summarise the main points :p.

1) The internet is good for being alone yet not alone.
2) I buy stuff that I never use but I need more money to buy more of the same because spending money is win.
3) I hate silverfish.
4) I can benchpress my bodyweight now... hoho
5) Ppl who torture themselves just to look good and impress other people are mad.
6) Kyo Aizawa is the cutest name ever for a female manga character.

Basically, that's it. And I just realised that I could've just right click --> undo-ed my accidental deletion of all >.<, but no, I'm noob. Ah well probably for the best. I don't know if I could've looked anyone who'd read it in the face again without feeling like a dumbass.

:D

I think I've developed a thing for violent, blur blur, short haired, flat chested, cross dressing, female cartoon characters hehe

*sigh*

[Entry Blogged on Tuesday, February 14, 2006 - 05:14 a.m....]

Hehe, the sun is rising now... My bedroom window faces east which is kinda a pain in the butt because during the Spring/Summer months, I get blasted by mass light from about 6am in the morning... (sucks for me cos that tends to be the time I usually decide to go to bed - mostly because I find it 'easier' to concentrate on stuff at night).

Just took a shower and on the way back from the bathroom, caught a glimpse of the moon from between the curtains of my littlest sister's room. Actually it's not really her room since she still sleeps in my parent's bedroom (although she's 12... LOL), but she still tells all her friends it's her room when they come to visit her :p. Anyhow, the window in her room faces west and the moon was really low in the sky (which makes it look bigger). Urm, well, what I'm getting at is that at the moment, the sky looks really "awesome" i guess :p. Like, although the sun isn't really up yet, the sky's so bright because of the moon.... and the moon and sun being on opposite sides of the sky makes it even more cool (geh, I have the vocab of a primary schooler).

Ahhhh, I was thinking of going outside and snapping a pic of the sky with a camera but it just wouldn't be the same I guess. I don't think there's a camera on Earth with a lens big enough to capture a picture of the whole sky ^_^. Anyway, my digi cam is outta batteries and so is my mobile ~_~. But it's okay... If I write about it here at least I can think back and try to remember what it looked like haha.

The sky that you see "now" will never be the same one again. I guess that's a good thing cos otherwise it'd get boring :). But sometimes there are things that you wish you could keep with you forever i guess.

Ahahha again I don't know what I'm typing... *sigh*. It's like i'm regurgitating lines from a manga (just finished reading Hana Kimi so maybe that explains why this entry's turned out like this).

Feel so urm... It's like happiness because the story had a happy ending, but also a little bit of heartache (i guess is the best word for it). It's like my head's gone to mush but there's also something heavy in my chest. *smirk* I guess it's almost like a "stupid crush on someone you haven't even met in person" feeling... (except in different context).

Ah well, at the moment, I'm just glad the sky always stays the same in comic books ^______________^

Anyway falling asleep at the keyboard... Gonna write more when I wake up... still stuff I need to *blaaeeeagrgh* (for lack of a better word) :p.

[Entry Blogged on Monday, February 13, 2006 - 05:11 a.m....]

Reading stuff I post up here makes me sick. I'm soooooooo lame. Anyway, fixed up a few things on the blog (hard to notice yeah). Hahaha, yeah, I know I have said I was gonna fix this blog up many times now... It's kinda too hard though, considering I know jack about webpage design. So anyway, I now declare that this will now be the way the blog is gonna stay for all eternity... and if u think it looks ugly, u can go get stuffed :p HO HO HO.

Hehe, yeah I have actually thought of switching blogs to one of those places with page templates or little thingys which let u post replies and stuff.... buuuut as always i'm too lazy to do it :D. Actually there's really no point considering I only post like 3-4 times a year now.

It's kinda weird though how most of the people who started blogging the same time I did seem to have stopped.... haha. I guess those guys have found better ways to procrastinate, or maybe it's just that they're too busy with other things like work or "socialising". Actually, for all I know, it could just be because they've got a new blog somewhere else and haven't told me <.<

Where this is going, I don't know...

Anyway, thank you Mr. Blog for giving me the opportunity to get rid of unwanted stuff swirling around in my head. Please forgive me for creating u so ugly (_ _) *bow*

OMG, I'm sooooooooo lameeeee........... T_T

Ah well, since i've probably already destroyed all my masculinity and self respect, I have nothing nothing left to lose by continuing with the following.

OMG OMG I LOVE SHOUJO MANGA, THEY'RE SO GOOD OMGGGGG KYAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA~~~~~~~~~~~ I can't believe I'd never read one before this week >.<

Yeah so I've watched a few eps of shoujo anime before but like I've never liked them cos most of the time, the plots r damn stupid. Like, typically there are 2 types of shoujo anime.

1) There's this chick yeah, and she moves to some new city/dimension/planet and comes across this super hot/sexy/athletic/cool/smart guy who she thinks is "damn fine" but she doesn't have the courage to express her feelings. Then she spends 22 episodes angsting, until in one ep, he randomly confesses that he has feelings for her "but...". Then the Earth is threatened with destruction and the chick must use the super powers bestowed upon her to battle the evil. However she ends up sacrificing herself in the process and the guy realises what a dick he's been. It ends with the guy visitng the chick's grave with the 2 twin children the chick left him before she died (somehow) because apparently in Japan, characters in shoujo storylines don't believe in safe sex.

2) There's this guy yeah, and he's violent and has bad inter-personal skills yeah (and who usually can change into the form of some sorta animal). There's also a chick yeah, who's like hell stupid but somehow feels sorry for the guy cos "he only acts anti-social cos he's lonely". Then like because the guy has no mother, and has never been treated so nice before, he starts hell crushing on the chick. But the chick's stupid and treats all people the same anyway, so the guy gets jealous and has a sad. Then the chick has a sad cos the guy's having a sad at her and she doesn't know why. Then they spend the next 20 episodes having a sad until the chick decides to run away from home. The guy will then search for her, finding her just as she's about to be molested by a gang of 40 people. Naturally the guy will choose that moment to confess his feelings towards her but get completely murdered by the gang. As he's getting murdered, the chick will wonder to herself why he's doing this for her, although she's just been told the reason 10 seconds ago by the guy. Afterwards, the chick will angst over how she was so stupid and unworthy of the guy's love, but in the end there's a happy ending and everyone gets married and has 1000x children.

Okay, okay, so these aren't the only types of shoujo, but like.... I really hate crap like this because it's too predictable. What's more, character stupidity is usually unbearable, and also, every ep is the same thing over and over again.

Urm, wtf, this has nothing to do with shoujo manga... SHOUJO MANGA, WAI~ WAI~

Anyway, finished reading "Kodocha" :D <3. Yeah I know the main characters are your typical "anti-social guy" and "genki genki chick". But it's so light-hearted (for the most part) and the ideas in the story are actually pretty deep although it's a kid's manga. I just wish the ending didn't seem so rushed >.<. Gya I'd love to write an analysis on the manga just to get it out of my head but I can't put it in words... my mind's too scrambled, and 5 years of no essay writing (and excessive internet) have destroyed my ability to word stuff co-herently :p.

I'm going to go lie down now and daydream... :p. I have nothing better to do anyway....

Argh too much spare time...... *brain explode*

[Entry Blogged on Sunday, February 5, 2006 - 07:24 p.m....]